It was very recent past of my life. And it is a story about an angel who landed from the azure sky to gather some experience about us; the common people. After landing her space-shuttle amidst our land, she was in search of a guide. She chose me amongst all. I was charmed with her divine beauty looking at her for the first time. No sooner had I look at her I started adoring. She was so tender, so virgin, so honest like the first streak of the sun. And hence, I intended to adorn her with my aesthetic sense. I proposed her, "I want to add beauty to your soul". Let me confess it, I wanted to forget my identity that I'm a guide and my only duty was what. I desired to make her terrestrial. I, beyond my knowledge, extinguished her divinity by dint of my treacheries. I wanted to confine her into my crest of gemstone. I didn't want to loose her somehow.
I am married, 25 years old. My wife believes me and worships me like all other deities. Anybody can be pleased having such an wife. I concealed her identity to my angel. And I started cheating my wife.
Actually, how would I judge the perfect at that time? I was in utopia with my angel. Suddenly I explored her life which is full of thorns. She was thrown out of the heaven for committing a blunder. No no, I didn't wanna take any chance. Rather I intended to lay petals on her roads. I made her my patron and started voyaging over the turbulent sea of life without caring all the adversities, all the promises of life. I started committing her, "I am with you". And my angel replied, "I am in love with you". What a flattery of fate!
People considered me a playboy. They started blaming me an imposter, a knave. My wife slapped me. I hurt her a lot. My family started hating me. I hurt them too.
On the contrary, when my angel came to know all these, she got amazed. I hid my face. She didn't say even a single word to me, I was scared notwithstanding. Had she been slapped me it would have been better rather than her silence. And hence, she created an unbridgeable gulf between us. She was so docile that nobody could be influential over her decision. She went away of my life leaving me amidst the dark blues of night. She disappeared on the sky with a pool of grief.
I beg your pardon my angel. You learned a fitting lesson about us, the common people. I wanted to live spirited life with you. I needed your patronage. I didn't want to hurt you ever. You taught me simplicity. And that you are now amidst the mist. I cant look at you with my simple glances. And now what else can I seek other than your well being?
I beg pardon from the core of my heart to my wife, my family and all of them who support me at their utmost.
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